Losing Patience

I have started to lose patience with the game and that means it is time to re-focus or take a break. I have mainly been playing on-line these days as I am taking a break from the club due to other obligations. It has mainly been sit-n-go's and here is the basic gist. I continually have been losing the high percentage plays.
After awhile it gets truly annoying and what I notice is that it makes me lose patience which in turn makes me play more hands I shouldn't or play more mediocre strength catches.

For example, night I was playing a $20 SNG as well as the Fifty-Fifty on FullTilt. In the $20, there were 7 of 9 left. Blinds were 50/100 and I had about 1800 (started with 1500). An aggressive player pops to bet to 250, I am in BB with A-7suited. I call the bet. Flop comes Ad-8h-5h. Aggro bets 400, I figure him on a draw or maybe pocket pair so I go all-in. He ends up calling with Kh-Jh. So at this time I am about 65% to win. But of course, the next card to come out is the Qh, giving him the flush and I am busted out of the SNG.

In the 50-50, we stared with about 940 players. We are down to 450 or so and I have AcKc on the BB. I have a mid-stack of about 3800 (about average) and the button minus one pushes all in for about 1900. Figuring he is short stacked I make the call. I am way ahead (about 4 to 1) at this point. The flop comes out rags, the turn is no help and the River hits a Q, giving him the hand. I do my best not to go on tilt, but I can tell it affects virtually every hand I play after as I just get sick of getting sucked out on constantly. I end up going broke at 276th with AJ against AK. The issue I have is that after a beat like that, where I should have been in the top 20% of chipstacks, I then get into the bottom 30% which changes my style of play and frankly, is a place I need to work on. I usually am very patient with this game, but the sheer amount of low percentage plays that are hitting against me is staggering.

I think about it like this. If you knew that all the things that have a low chance of happening, getting in a car accident, losing your job, having a child with defect, getting robbed, whatever they may be, if those started happening more frequently to you specifically, while still working within the odds of them happening in life, it would change how you lived every day. I feel that that is an extreme example, but if I am consistently making high percentage plays, and they end up getting busted, it makes me feel that there is little I can do to beat this game, despite getting my chips in the middle as the favorite. I know in the long run it should work to my advantage but almost 35% of my online bankroll has evaporated because of these beats and admittedly, how they make me play after.

Hopefully, I can re-focus and get back on track as I do not want to give up the game and yet want to enjoy it as well.

Online Poker Is The Worst!

It really is the worst. Mainly because you just get such poor play. Granted, I am playing low stake sit-n-go's to pass the time here and there and considering my live game stakes, I should raise it, but if I want to kill an hour, while waiting for a call or meeting, I do not want to commit any real money unless I have the time to dedicate. But oh god, there is such bad play out there.
And of course, I am here to complain about it.

I jumped into a quick 1 table $20 SNG with a bit of time to spare today. Figure, I will play tight, wait a bit and then jump on good hands. On the 4th or 5th hand I see QQ in the SB. Villain #1,who had just won a large pot doubles the BB to 60. Instead of pushing, I call, figuring if the flop comes low, I will push against him. Flop A-5-2, all hearts. My queens are D and S. Villain bets and I fold, figuring better to lose a small one if he is holding an A or hearts. Just a few hands later, after I realize that Villain #1 has been in every hand and being aggressive, I look down and AA on the button. He limps in, it is folded to me and I make it 135 to go. Folds to him and he calls. Flop comes 7d-3h-8c. V checks, I make it 280 to go. He calls. Next comes Jh. He checks, I go all-in for the rest of my chips, roughly 800 or so. He calls and shows 10-4 of hearts. So basically on the flop, he had nothing, a 10% max shot at winning if I have any real hand. On the turn he has a gutshot and a flush draw, but with one card to go, he still has only a 27% chance of hitting and yet he called both of these bets! Of course, as you may expect, the 9c comes on the river and he makes a straight.

I got to say, it is frustrating to play against people who just dont get the game. How could anyone who understands the game make those calls, even if was hoping to bluff me on the river, I went all-in on the turn, clearly indicating that I had something that I was willing to risk my whole stack for. I honestly do not see this type of totally reckless play when I go live, I feel like it resides more online. Either way, it sure is frustrating.

Why I like this game.

Poker is such a mind fuck. You try and manipulate skill and luck together into something that resembles consistency and success yet we all fall to the constant bad beats and misplayed hands. It is a metaphor for life, are we aggressive? Deceptive? Strategic? Obvious? and we can be up and down at any point and either it can be devastating or no big deal. I try and be very Zen about poker. What will be will be, when i make mistakes, I try and learn from it and never let it get me too riled up or down. This does not always work.

Regardless, we love it.

Here is a good story though.

My buddy who plays at my club is an 30 year old high school teacher. Asian kid. A little wild, but generally solid. Despite his tats and funky style, he is also seems to be just a good all around guy. One of those guys you like playing with.

So I saw him the other night at the club. He comes up and tells me about the bad beat jackpot at the other place we play. He was playing 2-5 and limps in with 4-5d. Basic betting goes on and at the end of the hand, he is looking at at a straight flush. The other guy in the hand bets into him and he comes over the top all-in. At this point there is 3K in the pot. Of course he calls and the other guy shows the top end of the straight flush to beat his low end.

In the end, he lost $1500 on the hand BUT made over $14,000 on the bad beat jackpot. The winner of the hand got an extra $6k and everyone at the table got close to $2k. Now that is the best way to lost a made hand that I have ever heard and it could not have happened to a better guy (except me of course :-).